hey everyone.. wow i haven't updated in long time.. Things are crazy around here! Geesh! Well.. Ariana is getting so big. And she's adorable. I don't know whats up with my pictures but im working on that one.. sorry about that.. Umm. Tyler and I are doing great.. He got a raise at work1 That's so cool! lol! I don't have to go back to work for a while though.. School starts in August.. Crazy I'm finally a senior.. and a mom.. Kind of crazy but i love every minute of it.. Umm.. I don't know what else has been going on.. SO yeah.. I guess I will talk to you all later!

Raven

Hey everyone.. So things have been going great.. I know it's going to sound weird but I put my pics on here they are small but they are on here on a protected post because i don't want just anyone looking at them..Sorry but thats just how i am. It's weird to me that people get on here and just look at them.. If you want to be added to the list let me know. Most of the people that come here alot are already added so yeah if i forgot ya let me know!

Raven

So.. It finally happend.. Wow.. I thought I'd be pregnant forever.. Seriously! I can't believe how crazy it was.. About 20 till midnight I told Tyler that we had to go to the hospital.. It was definitely time.. And we were off.. I was crying.. it hurt pretty bad.. Yeah.. Anyways.. Tyler was freaking out.. But he did such a great job.. He even cried.. He's so attached to her already.. Anyways.. We get to the hospital at around 12 and at 1:22 a.m. Little Miss Ariana Nashelle was born.... 6lbs 8oz...19in.... She's so beautiful.. I'll be posting a pic or two up when i go over to Tyler's mom house and use her computer since i can't do it on mine, but there will definitely be pictures.. It's amazing. She's amazing.. Really it was all amazing and it all went very smooth.. Nooo complications which made me so happy. I got out of the hospital at 4 this afternoon. We've had plenty of visitors and offers to help and more presents.. Like she needs anything else lol.. but yes we really do have wonderful friends.. Tyler has been so amazing already. He's going to be the greatest father ever.. I can't wait to marry him.. And father's day is coming up.. Any ideas on what to do for him? 
   As for my friend.. It makes me really sad especailly with Ariana being here because I really wish he could've been there and I really wish he was here with us now.. And I'm sorry for everyone that has commented and I haven't commented back to but anyways.. I really appreciate all of your kind words.. It means the world to me.. His funeral is Tuesday.. It's going to be so hard.. on all of us.. I just hope everyone around here gets through this okay..
    It's really hard because I'm so happy about Ariana but yet i'm so upset about my friend.. I just don't know.. Anyways thanks you so much.. And it may be a few more days before I update again because as you can imagine things are going to busy around here with the funeral and visitors.. and all of that stuff.. So I will be updating with pictures and thank you to everyone through their support through all of this

Raven

Hi everyone.. Well I have some really bad news.. Early yesterday morning (6:12 a.m) Tyler and I recieved a phone call from our best friends sister.. She told us that we needed to come over immediately. When we got there we were told that our best friend had shot himself. I am so upset about this.. I don't even know what to do or say.. And Tyler.. He's not dealing with this very well either. He was so close to us; he was part of our family. He was suppose to be in the delivery room with us when we had our little girl.. I don't know what to do anymore.. Im so scared and confused now and I don't know how to comfort Tyler either because I'm not handling this very well myself.. So I wrote a poem about it and i was hoping you could tell me what you think about it

Sorry i had to take the poem off of here because I just can't do it right now.. sorry

Raven

So I'm officialy freaking out. I'm so serious! I went to the doctors and I've now dialated 1 cm. I know I could be like this for weeks but gosh it's just so real now. I'm so afraid of going into labor but I know it's going to happen and everything it's just really scary! I can't believe it's so close! I'm so ready for it to finally happen but still really scared..> I don't know! So last night I went through and re-arranged Ariana's room and made sure everything was in place and everything. And then I ended up doing it to the whole house. Then i went to sleep and i didn't really sleep much because i can't really get comfortable.... Man.. I dunno.. And Tyler...He's getting so nervous. I love him so so so much! He's been soooooo supporitve and helpful and I don't know if he really knows how much I appreciate all of his support and help through everything! I really do love him and I can't wait to be married to him! I do love him! And I love our little girl! AAnd I'm so happy but really nervous.. i don't know I'm so confused!

Raven